Still thirty minutes to midnight...

Gah! This night ended too early... and now I'm bored. Hm.

We did get to go out and have fun. I went with Tammi, her daughter, Erin, and Kit, first for Chinese food, and then to go bowling. And it was lots of fun. I was surprised at how well I bowled, considering the fact that I haven't done that in four years. I ended up with a score of 103 (yeah, I know, not all that good... but for me, it's not bad).

It's weird. I haven't been in the mood to blog for the past couple days. And I'm getting very moody. Sigh. I need to not have anything hanging over my head. No homework, no projects, no classes... just nothing. I was telling Tammi about the dreams I've been having, the sad ones that make me feel like something terrible is about to happen, and she says it's a product of stress. And I believe her.

I had a dream last night that I was crying and scared and sad, and I don't remember why. I was in my dining room, sitting on one of the chairs, and my friend was standing nearby, sort of watching me. I asked him to come talk to me, and he came a little closer. I asked him again to come closer to me, and when he did, he hugged me and all I could do was curl up against him and sob. It didn't make the problems go away, but I finally felt safe, if only for a moment.

I'm not tired, not really. I woke up 12 hours ago. But I woke with a sinus headache and a sore throat. I think I'm catching the cold everyone else has been complaining about.

I guess I'm done with this for right now.