Friday, April 08, 2005

In want of what?

Something is missing tonight. Not quite sure what. Just...something. I'm thirsting for something to make me feel whole, and I don't know what it would be. It's not a material object, that's for sure... It's not good friends, cuz I've got those already... Maybe all I want is to belong, but that's not it either. It's almost a feeling of loneliness, but I shouldn't be lonely.

Mostly, I think I just want to be wanted. Which is weird, because I don't feel particularly unwanted or unwelcome. I just... I dunno. I want something I can't define. How much more frustrating can it get?

I think I should get some sleep. That usually helps. Things always seem clearer in the morning.

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