I'm concerned that I'm reaching the point of diminishing returns for the effort that I'm putting into my various responsibilities. Seems like no matter what I do, there's something standing in my way that I've got to fight with and overcome, and to be honest, I just don't have the energy anymore. It would be easier if things didn't matter to me, but they do.
Case in point: I was woken up this morning by a phone call from Al. He wanted to schedule the weekly meeting for everyone at 4:00 on Wednesdays. Problem is, I found out this weekend that I can't do it because of my OTHER job (and therefore didn't write it on the schedule I gave him because I didn't know about it). So I feel like an ass because it's technically my fault, I know I've been the source of frustration for him a couple times already this semester because of stuff that I don't really have much control over... And I don't really know what I can do to fix things and make things easier. So. Argh.
All I'm trying to do is work two jobs, go to school, and be the head editor of a literary magazine, as well as make some time to see my friends and family. What's so wrong with that? That should be easy, right?
Stop laughing! I'm serious!