Man... it's going to be a tough weekend. I can feel it already. So many things are changing so fast. Seth's leaving for good, and I don't even know exactly how to describe how that makes me feel. It's somehow sadder than I've ever felt leaving any of my friends in any of the places I've lived. I hate to say it that way, but it's true. All my friends in Bemidji are closer to me than I've ever felt to any other person, except for family. In a lot of ways, these guys ARE my family. If I have a bad day, or need help, or want to celebrate something wonderful, or just hang out and talk and feel good, these are the people I go to. Having one of them leave is a little like having an arm go missing. Having Seth and Rachel both go is... difficult at best.
At worst... I dunno. They're sort of the glue that seemed to keep us all together. Almost parents, in a way. A source of stability in the otherwise uncertain world that is a college student's life. I've known them for less than a year, but in that time I've discovered exactly how much I need people like that in my world.
I guess that's life. There is no constant but change. Still, it will be a tough day tomorrow.