Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Can't even scream
I am literally sick with stress right now. As in, trying not to vomit in terror and nervousness. Right now, I want nothing more than to curl up into a little hole and hide from all responsibility. I don't want to be in charge any more; I don't want to be responsible anymore. But I can't run away now. I can't do anything but face the coming days. Two more goddamn weeks of Rivers stuff, and I'm done. I can turn everything over to someone else and never have to think about it again. I will be so fucking relieved I don't think I can stand it. I will celebrate. I will do SOMETHING.
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destroy all those who oppose you!
Sharon-
You get two academic credits (if you want them) for being a part of Rivers. I ended up getting an internship and into four graduate schools as a result. And now I have gotten a GA as a direct result of working on Rivers. I'm not trying to be boastful; I'm just saying that there are definite long-term benefits as a result of all this nastiness right now. There are definite perks, but it's hard work.
Angel-
Darlin', you can do this! I would never have left you in charge if I didn't think you could handle it. You are so good at what you do. Just a couple more weeks, and then, poof! you're done!! Hang in there, babe. We all know you're doing a great job and will see this through to the end. I have all the confidence in the world that you can do this. :) *Hugs* Call me if you need me for ANYTHING. Seriously. That's what I'm here for. :)
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