Monday, January 31, 2005

Good morning clouds

I hate it when I have beautiful dreams that I forget, and then strange and pensive dreams that I remember.

I had a good time gaming and hanging out with people yesterday, despite being emotionally and mentally worn out. Better yet, I managed not to do anything too stupid. Quite an accomplishment, based on the previous two days of the weekend (surprised I didn't get in about six car accidents on Saturday, I was that scatter-brained).

Got to go to lunch soon, then class at noon. I work tonight (bah!). Just another week. This will be the first week this semester where I'll have gone to a full week of classes. I was thinking about going home next weekend, too, but I don't think I could handle that. This past weekend was stressful enough. There's something about being home that's vaguely uncomfortable or just downright weird. Maybe it's just the thought that after a while, I won't ever go back to that house. I won't drive that direction on a regular basis anymore. It's just weird. I'm kinda sad about it, but I don't know what to do about that.

I should be reading, but I don't feel like it. I feel like it should still be the weekend, and I should have nothing to do today but screw around and see people in the evening. Obviously, that's not the case. Drat.

Where's the rewind button on this weekend thing?


Natasjia said...

Ha. Let me know if you find it. I think I hit fast forward without realizing it. I'd even be happy to find a pause button. Where did my brain go and why didn't I get any of my work done???

Angel said...

Makes me feel like I lost the remote. :)